There’s a character in my head I can’t remove;

I’ve removed every other character in my head many times. But now there’s one character, from Hell, that I can’t remove at all. That one character calls me the N-word and a Jew, and doesn’t give a fuck.

I’ve named him BELLY, because he has one, possibly two bellies. He kind of reminds me of a fat biker, if derogatory language and whole-hearted evil could be called that.

I’ve tried to glitch him out, which seems to work for an hour or so. But I can’t ever kill him. He is opposed to everybody else, something like a virus.

The only other character I’ve ever seen respawn in my mind is a military guy which I nicknamed DAVIES. He’s a “sarge” who was ignorantly promoted to Major General. He yells at me all funny, I laugh.

I don’t think DAVIES could kill BELLY; they’re not mutually exclusive, but they both are unkillable. Davies regenerates; BELLY just doesn’t die and is invulnerable somehow.

note: I play dungeons and dragons by myself, by hosting the voices in my head. There are GOOD, EVIL and NEUTRAL characters. BELLY is leader of the EVIL campaign; whilst DAVIES is probably GOOD. I myself am the self-imposed DM and G-d of Neutrality in the campaign, something like an odin-like wizard who travels back and forth in time, and travels to different alternate earths and fights wars.

I suppose these two characters are the “other G-ds” of my mind. Not many characters are immortal or respawn or are invulnerable.

how to erase BELLY For saying the N-word? I can’t. Therefore meds.

Author: Steve Mini

"Steve Mini" plays a homebrew multiverse with the voices in his head, who have proclaimed him a "Neutral G-d; Neither Good Nor Evil". He often sides with either, claims telepathy is live, and that he is self-scripted.

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